oh my love, 

in this land where

the rich are brave and the fine are wiser

than the raw, earthly and honest,

you seem small.

yet, you are so big, so huge...

one wonders how many forces had to

come together to put you in a box

and make you smaller.

you are beautiful and so complete

so full of beauty you think is extinct.

and i hope one day you can be

huge, messy, disastrous and full.